me this could be one of those memories

emily. 17, atleast until january 22. senior in high school. from west virginia. pretty much a country girl at heart, but what else can you expect when you live in the middle of no where. my hair color is always changing and green eyes. play softball, 2nd base & soccer. not afraid to speak my mind. i could sleep all day. i always mess up my words and make a joke out of most situations. i have no idea what i want to do with my life after high school, i just know i want to move far, far away.

i hate senior year already.

i haven’t been in school a month yet and i’m already fighting with my parent about where i’m going to college next year. i thought i made it clear that i WILL NOT STAY IN KEYSER AND GO TO COLLEGE HERE. i don’t give a shit if i live 2 blocks from a college, i’m not going there. no one understands how much i hate keyser.. i have no attachment to this town whatsoever. this is not home to me. i’m going to morgantown next year no matter what my parents say. the more they say they won’t support me out there, the more i want to go. i’ve been saying i’m not going to potomac state ever since i was in 9th grade and i meant it too. i would rather not go to college at all than go there. my parents say i’m making a mistake by not going to pot state, well i won’t learn from my mistakes if i don’t make them first. i can’t be fucking sheltered for all my life. i swear as soon as i turn 18, i’m out of here.. january 22nd can’t come soon enough. 

09.08.11